High School

To be honest, the first week of school was pretty horrible... I only talked to three people, and it was just depressing. But the following two weeks until today, have been going pretty good. I've talked to more people, and most of my friends are pretty real. By 'real' I mean I believe they're trustable and not hypocritical. I guess this was the best time to remove myself from my old friends...

By saying it was the best time to remove myself from my old friends, is just that I've realized that most of them were my 'best friends' but they're not sincerely dependable. I guess I had to learn this the hard way. Going through a series of fights over stupid things woke me up. I mean I can still hangout and talk to them, but not really anything more, cause the more they know, the more they can expose to the outside world. I just don't think its too reasonable to be so close with them because its not right for them  to tell me everything, and for me to tell them barely anything. Its just not fair. Okay sorry, not really on topic haha xD

Well high school is been going on pretty well in the last two weeks, as I have told you before. Its just that, the workload is much more, but I just need to get used to it. I just need to study more now, and we do not have much homework besides for studying hehe ^_____^ There's about one to two quizzes everyday, so the workload can be tiring, but at the end, you're trained to study and be more equipped in the future. I guess I'm sometimes glad about having teachers with this teaching format, instead of 'baby-ing' us haha.

Well I might update again later, but I'm going to bathe now ;D

xoxo tammy

school...

SHITT SUMMER IS ALMOST OVER!!! For me, I am seriously not ready for school again... It's just so hard to go from a laid back schedule to waking up at six in the morning getting ready for school. And then everyday your schedule is basically; wakeup at 6, get ready, do last minute hw, leave the house, go to school for seven freaking hours, come back home, have an afternoon snack, study/hw and free time which ever I choose to do first- then just sleep. I think most teenagers have the same habits as me.

Well I have to admit I am somewhat excited for school because I'm GOING TO HIGHSCHOOL & I'm also going to a new school. So it'd be nice to make some new friends :D! I love meeting new people, it allows you to express yourself in a fresh way, and since they don't know much about your past, its like a new person you change with. Does that even make sense? What I'm trying to say is that it permits you to start anew, when you give off first impressions, and even when you get close to them. So supposedly, you've changed from being a mean selfish person into someone who tries to care about people. Your old friends might not believe that, but new people you meet would never know about how you were. 

Also another thing, high school is really where adolescence find themselves. By the time most of us teenagers come out of high school we have a pretty clear idea of where we want to be in this world. I think high school is a new opportunity for all students to just start over, and realize their past mistakes. 

So this is my intake on high school, and I hope you support my opinion. 

xoxo

Tammy[: