I guess life has its way of bringing people into our lives...Its funny i dont even talk to most of my 'close friends' from my old school...its odd. I never would have thought that I would change so much in the past half year or so. its unbelievable. But my friends right now, really support me through life, and aren't like those fake nasty bitches back in my old town :/ its sad though cuz i've made so many wishes and dreams with my old friends, and i dont think it would ever happen. EVER.
well right now debate is taking over my life just a bit. but i actually like it surprisingly. haha preparing can be hard work, but the feeling of accomplishing something I suck at gives me satisfaction. although its my first year and like two months since ive joined, ive actually learned a lot about our country-although its shitty. but its crazy how i can retain so much information cuz of DEBATE. like who would've known i'd join it. its funny how i even ended up in debate haha...well basically i was annoyed that i was doing nothing for after school activities, so i was like 'i suck at sports and theres really nothing else.' then i was considering about debate, then its funny how i actually ended up in debate. WOW
okay going on... OHHH IM MOVING SOON! ACTUALLY ON WEDNESDAY!! i never thought this dat would come but omg it has ;o i've already painted my room and its so pretty-ful *o* i luv the color and im putting a gold trim on it to add this cute accent to it ! so excited to see it! but right now its getting renovated with hard wood floors xP wow i just realized how ive been talking so much xD
well bye!
xoxo
Tammy
Monday, January 7, 2013
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
new lifestyles~
Well looking at previous posts, you know that I am in Highschool now...
It's much different from middle school. The tests and quizzes are much harder, so are the projects. Also now I go to private school so theres a transition of getting used to the small class we have.
Since I go to private school, we have uniforms, and they're not very cute. I mean we have some choices I guess. There are three types of skirts to choose from: plaid, khaki, and navy. And there's many different types of shirts you can choose from: navy, maroon, and white polos; or yellow, light blue, and white oxford shirts. I personally prefer the plaid skirt with the oxford shirts, but it doesn't really matter.
Another thing that's different, is needing to commute to my school o so early in the morning -____- Since I live about half an hour away from my school and theres much traffic in the mornings, I would have to be out the door by 7:10. This process also interferes with hanging out with friends, because if I wanted to hang out with a friend after school, I would have to call my mom about an hour in advance so she wouldn't have to come pick me up.
Other changes are just change in attitude and friends. My attitude towards everything is much more positive than before. I look at life in different ways, and I love being a bubbly person that everyone can talk to ^______^ honestly it has gained me back many friends, and you'd always feel good about yourself. Changes with friends are complicated, because you try to maintain your old and new friends, but that puts much pressure on myself. I try to hangout with old friends, but it doesn't always seem to piece together because I have new friends that I also want to hang out. It's very complicated, but I'll have to adapt soon!
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This is totally not related to everything I said above, but I now have an obsession with Boo the pomeranian. LOL!
xoxo
Tammy
It's much different from middle school. The tests and quizzes are much harder, so are the projects. Also now I go to private school so theres a transition of getting used to the small class we have.
Since I go to private school, we have uniforms, and they're not very cute. I mean we have some choices I guess. There are three types of skirts to choose from: plaid, khaki, and navy. And there's many different types of shirts you can choose from: navy, maroon, and white polos; or yellow, light blue, and white oxford shirts. I personally prefer the plaid skirt with the oxford shirts, but it doesn't really matter.
Another thing that's different, is needing to commute to my school o so early in the morning -____- Since I live about half an hour away from my school and theres much traffic in the mornings, I would have to be out the door by 7:10. This process also interferes with hanging out with friends, because if I wanted to hang out with a friend after school, I would have to call my mom about an hour in advance so she wouldn't have to come pick me up.
Other changes are just change in attitude and friends. My attitude towards everything is much more positive than before. I look at life in different ways, and I love being a bubbly person that everyone can talk to ^______^ honestly it has gained me back many friends, and you'd always feel good about yourself. Changes with friends are complicated, because you try to maintain your old and new friends, but that puts much pressure on myself. I try to hangout with old friends, but it doesn't always seem to piece together because I have new friends that I also want to hang out. It's very complicated, but I'll have to adapt soon!
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This is totally not related to everything I said above, but I now have an obsession with Boo the pomeranian. LOL!
xoxo
Tammy
Monday, September 24, 2012
High School
To be honest, the first week of school was pretty horrible... I only talked to three people, and it was just depressing. But the following two weeks until today, have been going pretty good. I've talked to more people, and most of my friends are pretty real. By 'real' I mean I believe they're trustable and not hypocritical. I guess this was the best time to remove myself from my old friends...
By saying it was the best time to remove myself from my old friends, is just that I've realized that most of them were my 'best friends' but they're not sincerely dependable. I guess I had to learn this the hard way. Going through a series of fights over stupid things woke me up. I mean I can still hangout and talk to them, but not really anything more, cause the more they know, the more they can expose to the outside world. I just don't think its too reasonable to be so close with them because its not right for them to tell me everything, and for me to tell them barely anything. Its just not fair. Okay sorry, not really on topic haha xD
Well high school is been going on pretty well in the last two weeks, as I have told you before. Its just that, the workload is much more, but I just need to get used to it. I just need to study more now, and we do not have much homework besides for studying hehe ^_____^ There's about one to two quizzes everyday, so the workload can be tiring, but at the end, you're trained to study and be more equipped in the future. I guess I'm sometimes glad about having teachers with this teaching format, instead of 'baby-ing' us haha.
Well I might update again later, but I'm going to bathe now ;D
xoxo tammy
By saying it was the best time to remove myself from my old friends, is just that I've realized that most of them were my 'best friends' but they're not sincerely dependable. I guess I had to learn this the hard way. Going through a series of fights over stupid things woke me up. I mean I can still hangout and talk to them, but not really anything more, cause the more they know, the more they can expose to the outside world. I just don't think its too reasonable to be so close with them because its not right for them to tell me everything, and for me to tell them barely anything. Its just not fair. Okay sorry, not really on topic haha xD
Well high school is been going on pretty well in the last two weeks, as I have told you before. Its just that, the workload is much more, but I just need to get used to it. I just need to study more now, and we do not have much homework besides for studying hehe ^_____^ There's about one to two quizzes everyday, so the workload can be tiring, but at the end, you're trained to study and be more equipped in the future. I guess I'm sometimes glad about having teachers with this teaching format, instead of 'baby-ing' us haha.
Well I might update again later, but I'm going to bathe now ;D
xoxo tammy
Sunday, September 2, 2012
school...
SHITT SUMMER IS ALMOST OVER!!! For me, I am seriously not ready for school again... It's just so hard to go from a laid back schedule to waking up at six in the morning getting ready for school. And then everyday your schedule is basically; wakeup at 6, get ready, do last minute hw, leave the house, go to school for seven freaking hours, come back home, have an afternoon snack, study/hw and free time which ever I choose to do first- then just sleep. I think most teenagers have the same habits as me.
Well I have to admit I am somewhat excited for school because I'm GOING TO HIGHSCHOOL & I'm also going to a new school. So it'd be nice to make some new friends :D! I love meeting new people, it allows you to express yourself in a fresh way, and since they don't know much about your past, its like a new person you change with. Does that even make sense? What I'm trying to say is that it permits you to start anew, when you give off first impressions, and even when you get close to them. So supposedly, you've changed from being a mean selfish person into someone who tries to care about people. Your old friends might not believe that, but new people you meet would never know about how you were.
Also another thing, high school is really where adolescence find themselves. By the time most of us teenagers come out of high school we have a pretty clear idea of where we want to be in this world. I think high school is a new opportunity for all students to just start over, and realize their past mistakes.
So this is my intake on high school, and I hope you support my opinion.
xoxo
Tammy[:
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